Depression, anxiety, compulsiveness, rage, destructiveness, auto sabotage, these are all symptoms of the after-effects of military training only. Either the VA or those who help veterans don’t want to help, is way too much work, is overwhelming work, I understand. Some don’t care because of the system others because of the money and meantime lies and more lies. Thank you for your service. The first time I heard that it moved me emotionally. “Thank you for your service” what the hell does that mean? It seems, perception, that is a polite way to say “Thank you for good by.” I guess I feel for all those Vets who suffered the effects of war or combat — been shot at, yell at, intimidated, scorn, obliged to take a bullet or a mine. For alleged protection of a way of thinking of justice and liberty for ALL. Really for ALL?
Then I ask myself why there is still so much judgment against others because of Nationality of Color of their skin? Jesus Christ this is all a fake, pure and simple hypocrisy of the people in power putting a show for others to applaud and adore. Yeah, there is the rage in my words, I am not asleep like many, including government workers. If you considered a Public servant, does anyone knows what it means? Is like the new generations of medical doctors, I am not generalizing in all aspects, they are not doctors because of a vocation towards the human race, they are there for personal interest, nothing to do with human health and quality of living.
The pharmaceuticals push on these professionals if you will, drugs that can KILL, and they will give them to their patients. I don’t remember now the exact name of the Star Trek movie “The Final Frontier” Mr. Spok gets into the engine reactor room to engage some device manually to save the crew of the Enterprise from certain death. Leonard Nemo in his speech said to captain Kirk something that for many years I did not really think about it until these past few days, and in my opinion (moreover, I just saw it last night in Sense 8), he said: “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the FEW of the ONE.” My God that is the most stupid thing I ever realized until now, so what he said that life is worth SHAT.
So if the pharmaceutical thru a professional medical doctor, gave you a prill, it might be your wife, daughter, granddaughter, or a very endearing person to you and that person or individual dies, is OKAY? REALLY?
So what the hell. Why doesn’t the government instill the draft again? Make every person aged between 18 and 23. Oh yeah, they want you young because they can twist your mind around using a technique developed by a Psychology Theorist Pavlov, that will destroy your life forever and never been the emotionally healthy person again because you will always think of about killing the enemy. I ask what enemy? Who is my enemy? In the movie the Last Samuray, extraordinary movie, there is a scene where one of the protagonists says to Tom Cruise, “The enemy of my enemy is my friend.”
So from what perspective are, we have seen, the enemy. So an infant would be my enemy, a daughter, a mother a granddaughter, a son, father., uncle, and so forth. So if I am different from you, I am your enemy, because I have different values? How does that work? I don’t get it.
So I am a crazy veteran trying to claim something benefits that don’t exist at the Veterans Affairs Office because they are offers to individuals who served in combat and or where atrophied by a traumatic event during their active military duty. They claim Veterans have benefits, they don’t say some Veterans have benefits, so there is a vagueness in the assumption that all Veterans have benefits because they serve in active duty and they deserve them, this is a false statement. Young individuals are deceived to get veterans affected by Pavlov training something they did not earn because all humans, ALL HUMANS are indispensable. So why do we have jails and alleged killers in them, people natural tendency is not to kill one another, unless genetically or quantum cognitively are predisposed to do so?
However, if you are cage like a rat, like many societies do to their people, snap out and kill others, then they have an unacceptable bad behavior. That’s is me. Because I think this way, I have become a menace to world order and unstable the control that governments have over their constituents.